It is so easy for someone else-especially someone who does not know you or have the same issues-to judge you. What happened, happened. Who knows what his problem was? The issues that made you endure rejection had to be dealt with by you in your time-not anyone else’s. But that is the past. That time cannot be recovered. But you can transcend what happened. Forgive yourself. Really forgive yourself. And be proud-proud that you survived a human Ebola virus of a man. I don’t care what your weight is. I have read what you write. Convey one per cent of the sexuality of your writing in your presentation to others and no man will be able to resist you.